Jana has asked for prayer for herself:   Please pray for the light of the Holy Spirit upon me that I may know God as He really is, that He loves me and forgives all my sins.  I am exhausted from years of terrible oppressions and lies from the devil about my guilt and unworthiness, which have caused terrible pain in my soul.   Pray that I will be given the grace to take the last step which requires my total trust and surrender to the Lord.